2 posts tagged “child”

Fears.  Mine?  Needles.  And guess who has to face it if she was to visit her beloved family in Germany?  I shudder at these sentences.  Most people in my family share this fear.  My dad had some kind of accident and couldn't bare to to see the IV in his arm. 

That was the one time I saw him shed a tear.

My sister almost jumped out of the window when she was way younger, but the doctor caught her.

When I was still in elementary, I ran out of his office and down the hall.  I was upset that no one even bothered chasing me, but then I realized I couldn't drive and I didn't know the way home, so I had to turn back.  They were waiting for me.

Yes, this is the girl who hypervinalates when she gets a PPD.  It took 30 minutes for me to calm down-I had to lie to myself and say it was a mosquito bite. 

Ugh. 

Unless I don't have to get my shots again.  I mean, we could get my records- I probably won't have to do anything, really.  On to happier matters...

Yesterday I got home and mom wanted to take me shopping.  I didn't want to go.  Imean, why? I have more than enough clothes-why else would I give them away to those who need them or sow them into purses?  WHAT ELSE WOULD CLUTTER MY CLOSET??? But she said i had to go and I had to get at least one thing. 

We went some place new she'd heard about.  It was in the ghetto.  You know, where you get knock-off name brand stuff?  There was a really nice store I don't remember the name, but I got a purse and a bra and then walked into a beauty store for nail polish.

That was it.  But the whole time I felt like a mom because my neice was with me and there were a lot of moms there, too.  Ahneesah kept giving attidtude and that may have deceived people too, but oh well.  It's not like I'll see them again and they'll be all "hey, weren't you that teen mother I saw attempting to punish your child for her attitude?"    

THE CANS:

Can you blow a bubble?:
Yes as of two weeks ago I blew my first...with gum, of course.
Can you dance?:
Not really.
Can you do a cart wheel?:
No.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your tongue?:
Never had the oppurtunity.
Can you touch your toes?:
Yes.
Can you whistle?:
Yes.
Can you wiggle your ears?:
Not without using my hands, no.
Can you wiggle your nose?
ditto.
THE DIDS:

Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?:
No.
Did you ever run away from home?:
No.
Did you ever want to be a doctor?:
Yes, for two minutes until I remembered it dealt with blood and guts.  Then I wanted to be a shrink.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?:
no.
THE DOS:

Do you believe in God?:
Yes.
Do you know how to swim?:
Yes, but I don't anymore.
Do you like roller coasters?:
No.
Do you own a bike?:
No.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?:
Not sure what you're talking about.
THE DOES:

Does hair loss run in your family at all?:
I don't think so.
Does your car get good gas mileage?:
My imaginary car.
Does your family have family picnics?:
Yes.
THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?
Lots of times.  Longest flight-fourteen hours.
Have you ever asked someone out?:
No.
Have you ever been to the ocean?:
Many.
Have you ever gone fishing?:
Yes.
Have you ever painted your nails?:
No. (being sarcastic)
THE HOWS:

How did you find out about vox?:
ask.com search on "free blog"
how many people are on your friend's list?:
none
How many of them have you met in person?:
None
How many times has your profile been visited?:
Not many
How tall are you?:
5'7 last time I checked
How much money do you have on you right now?:
None.
THE LASTS:

Last person you hung out with?:
Makayla.
Last thing you said out loud?:
Something at someone on a reality show.
Last thing someone said to you?:
"Hope you enjoy your afternoon alone"
THE WHATS:

What are you listening to?:
Tv in another room.  THe soft hum of th computer and the steady stroke of the keybord keys.  Someone else saying all my thoughts (in my head, of course).
What is the weather outside?:
Springy.  I don't like spring.  Chilly for me.
What radio station do you listen to?:
NPR News or anything random, really.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?:
you know, I don't know.
What was the last thing you bought?:
I don't know.
What was the last thing you had to drink?:
Milk.
what was the last t.v. show you watched?:
Spongebob.
What's up with your vox picture?
It was a Saturday and I was waiting on my ride to go somewhere.
THE WHOS:

Who is your newest friend you added to vox?:
I thought we had alreadu established this.
Who was the last person you IM'd?:
Sabrina, my big sis.
talked to on the phone?:
Tiffany, the red head.
Who is your current crush?:
Shia Lebouf, though I'v liked him a while...
Who was the last person you took pictures with?:
Neesah, my niece.
Who is in your default picture?:
Me.
Who was the last person to leave you a comment?:
"Cornywyn"
Who was the last person you said i love you to?:
Idk

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I was just thinking:  If my neice's behavior is unacceptable, why don't I just do somethiing about it?  I am giong to come up with ways to changing her attitude.  She is very lazy and dosen't put any effort into things.

Plan A.

I am going to watch the things see watches and listen to what she hears.  And then I am going to change that.  I will give her my old (but positive) cds and control how much time she spends doing nothing ( A LOT).  I will challenge her with puzzles instead of toys and books instead of magazines.  this just might work.