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There has been so much going on lately, but I'll just state what's on my mind now: my To Do list.

1.  Get a Job.  I am going to get a butt load of applications to fill out and then turn in in order to look at my options.  yesterday I asked someone at Dollar General for an application (I'm not picky) and she said you have to be at least eighteen.  This shocked me because I've known people that worked there at seventeen.  I am suspiscious she just doesn't like me, so my friend (who looks WAY older) is going to ask her again and if she gets an application I will get to the bottom of this.

2.  Stay in shape.  Yesterday I walked a good two miles and today I am going to walk more.  I could sooo be a New Yorker-walking is a fun way to just think.

3.  Get a heathly sleep routine.  I have trouble getting to sleep, so I am going to start meditating before bed.  And I am going to arrange my room so I can feel more relaxed.  If I don't, the "aliens"* in the attic will keep me up all night.

*Maybe it's really angels, but either way there are actual footsteps up there at night.  And in the day.  It gets creepy.  Like just last night I was on the phone when I heard someone come into my room ( you know that high pitched sound and the feeling?)  And my house phone clicked off for no reason.  I called my buddy back and I heard those clicking noises like on the baby monitor on Signs...wait that wasn't relevant.  Oh well.

4.  Knit presents for Aaron and Ashley for a house warming gift.  My sister is in her house in Germany, so I am giving them homemade house warming gifts. 

5.  Study for the ACT.  In small daily measurements, I'll practice.  Today I am using the practice booklet and I'll time myself.  I've also got to learn the basics of trigonometry.  Whatever that is.

6.  Get my permit (I keep on putting this one on hold- A LOT  of things come up).  More studying, 'tis all.

Oh, and that emo-itis?  Still have it.  Last "Occurrance" was yesterday.  It was bad.  A friend sad it sounded like depression, but I don't think so(I still have motivation).  It's still scary, but I've been living with it.

Well it's off walking before I get too tired.  If you're commenting, tell me your summer goals.

Everyone is annoyed with me just as much as I am vexed with them.  I have my reasons, but I won't share this list-it would seem...disrespectful? No...ah, what's the word?  Anywho, here is what I mean.  This is me walking into my living room with my sister on the couch with her laptop sharing her Christian Rap with our mom.  She is loving it (she loves all music).  I get glares because I am so annoying at times like these. 

I know my camera is dark; I am praying for a new one.  Anywho, those are the wonderful flowers Aaron and Ashley gave me.  I thought I might share them with you, reader.  That is me with my unimpressed face, my jailbird shirt, and oversized hot pink goofy glasses on-oh and the emo bangs.  the top of my computer desk with all of my candles lit. 

I cannot wait until I go camping next Saturday.  Something inside me just wants to be out at night-and not just any night-a beutiful one.  I'd better do so before global warming ruins all the nights to come. The moon is out, too.

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<What I have in mind is something like this.  Since I can't exactly do that tonight, I think I'll use my rain maker thingie with nature sounds.  It has a summer night button.  I'll turn off all of my electricity and stare out of my huge window at the moon-I don't usually get to see it throught my window.  And it is so round and big tonight. 

This doesn't really sound like me, but it is making me happy right now.  it could be my sleepyness typing.  Or all that sugar I had a few hours ago.

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<I feel sort of like that.

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so now I am going to go be happy and calm and fresh somewhere else.  Next time!